I Eat, Therefore I Am

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May 3, 2011

Filed under: Uncategorized — eujzin @ 12:18 am
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God I really pray for patience. No point having two, or even three people getting angry. just no point. it doesn’t help. though it feels like it’s going to be gratifying to just splew vulgarities and punch the person in the face, it just ain’t worth it. and in the end, matters get worse. It’s really tempting so God, PLEASE give me strength to not give in to temptation to blow my top!

I need to write my frustrations out in case i implode. I hope while i write this, my comp or this blog does not fail on me as my work comp and email did, which is one of the frustrations that add to my need to blog. coupled with a misunderstanding with my sister. and a less than understanding partner. I feel like shit right now.

and back to the bloody computer that is sluggish to the point of inefficiency to the max. I can go make coffee and come back and still the page will be loading, that, among many other computer problems.
PLUS, the weekly frustration of not being able to send my emails!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I usually have abt 400plus unread emails at any given time (except of course during the 1st week of using work email)
and 80% of those emails would be UNRELATED to my work. I get internal SPAM everyday. from HR to other depts that I dun work with. I have to sieve thru the emails everyday with a fine comb to get those relevant emails.
And weekly the email system would email me (and also adding to my already full email) that my emailbox getting full and I will soon NOT BE ABLE to SEND EMAILS!!! tks.
then i will have to drop everything and proceed to filter my emails to delete unimpt emails so I cld send my workmails that matter.
imagine week after week same vicious cycle. i read my emails daily, delete those that dun matter, and archive old emails tt do matter. YET still no space!!! imagine staying back late to do work esp on fri and then imagine the horror on mon after the weekend u see ur emails not sent!!! and still stuck in the outbox!!!!!!!!!!!